The Retrospective
“What did I just witness?”, asked Terje. “Business, just business”, Johanna replied. Lunch at Norse corp. had always been a somewhat performative exercise, besides the obviously survivalist activity. While everyone laughed and mingled, Terje had always felt that it was an inch away from a waste of time, breaking his day in half just because his body required nourishment to keep up decent levels of productivity. The worst was the chit-chat that was required of him. There was no skirting around the issue, he was in charge of keeping conversations going as a project manager, allowing his team to break away from the stress and form bonds. He never felt much good at it, though he knew he couldn’t be that bad. But he also knew he wasn’t always like this. When he had started, he was genuinely interested in other people’s lives, but the stress from leading, along with the sporadic loss of team members meant that growing attached to someone was, at best futile, at worst downright dangerous. At least, there was always some table tennis to be had, allowing some much desired minutes of phonetic silence, where the greatest of his obligations was just to not win too much. That came very easily to him as he was terrible at the game. ...